De Profundis

I am alone in my car. I am parked with the engine running in a disabled space behind m and s.
I had to park because I had nowhere to go.
I chose to drive into town because it was less dangerous. The main roads all it takes is a twitch of the wheel and welcome death opens his arms.
Here its impossible to guarantee death and more disability is offputting enough.
I do not have a hosepipe for the exhaust. Ive seen co poisoning. No thanks.
I suppose pickiness in method is all I have left between me and death. That may be enough.
From tonights viewpoint I have lost my wife and daughter to an abusive bitter woman. I am done. Through. You win.
I loved you both
Remember that.