So sleeping in the arms of zopiclone is having several effects.
Spock is very much more in charge and is doing several things. He is trying to get me to complete a job application before it closes. He has updated an OKCupid profile for me. He took me round hiking shops to look for gear.
As for OKcupid I am basically browsing. I dont know what I want exactly but I know I can't be alone. I would prefer to be married but that seems not to be an option. All of this is at Spock level.
Emo is still sitting in a corner smearing his shit on the wall. So we can ignore him.
A surprising number of people on OKcupid appear to be prostitutes, or stupid, or both. Why would I want to date someone in california ffs?
Another unfortunate effect is the return of my libido, which was being a bit suppressed. Last two mornings you could have hung a flag from it. Which is just inconvenient.
So Zopiclone lets me pretend theres not a problem. Until I see my wife, hear a phone ringing, see an email from a friend etc. etc.
Perfect. problem solved
RantingScienceZebra The rantings of a bitter, twisted, sometimes crippled and rather mad scientist
Some respite can really help. Don't dismiss Big Pharma just yet!
ReplyDeleteBut I - I ain't here looking for surrender
ReplyDeleteI'll raise the flag if you'll defend her
It's up to you.
*Perms hair. Also places small ad in corner shop window. 'Wanted, 2 sub-contract wise monkeys to cover friend's eyes at phone ringing/email glimpsing moments.'*
Post-chemo reduced-steroid energy crash, but weakly raises vessels of morphine and gin in Inky's general direction and anyone else who's around.
ReplyDeleteLx
I wish there were 'like' buttons on these blogs!
ReplyDeleteWell, it's a bit early, but cheers!
ReplyDeleteI wasn't talking to you, young man! You've got a cheek ♥
ReplyDeleteS'alright Cathy, I was raising a belated mug of tea to Lysistrata. I confidently expect that you'd need an 'Adore it' button for my posts ;)- (Picasso winking smiley)
ReplyDeleteWell you assume right, young man. Though you are still a cheeky beggar.
ReplyDelete*chortle*. I'm now drinking homemade ginger beer.
ReplyDeleteInky, old bean, hang on in there when you get round to reading these.
Note to self: must pick up sometime on that bi/gender thread a few posts back. Someone sounding very knowledgeable about these things wanted me to be their cool Auntie which frankly terrifies me.
Lx
I wish you could be my cool Auntie. I think there are almost sufficient years between us to make this a theoretical possibility *counts carefully*. Actually no. Never mind, I can still dream!
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